should i leave now ( but i cant)

i should leave now
before i fall any deeper,
and as the days go on,
am getting weaker and wearker
so sick and tired of all the games
wed up with all the pain
why won't it go away?
ready to give it up
if it hurts this bad to stay strong
am ready to let it go
ready to move on
but thats easier to say that i am done
trust me boy
you had all you're fun
scream to the sky
i love you
and god knows its true
maybe its time
you do, too
maybe its best
if i walk away
but my feet are stuck
so hear i lay
pick me up
off my feet
like you did
the first day we met