i swore

i swore i would'nt get like this
i swore i woul'dnt cry
these elgent tears of
sorrow
i vowed i wound not
just would not
become this lifeless soul
i held it in
for ohh so long
that i had to
just bite my lips
and not show my
anguish.
to not let other see me
wither before their eyes
so hear i am now
lifeless, limpless, and
just plain cold
i swore